She Wanted True Love Versus An Arranged Marriage: Love Won!

By Jennifer Elizabeth Masters

Leva Sereikyte Photography

It was the summer of 2011. I had just published my first book and was quite active on FaceBook. A woman from a foreign country was Guided to contact me. She knew somehow; I could help her find the love she desired. Finding love for someone wasn't new to me, but finding love under the gun of an arranged marriage was. 

When we began working together, Falak told me her father was insisting on an arranged marriage as she was getting on (in his mind) and must get married soon. 

She was well educated and independent, but afraid to be alone. She had a growing homeopathic practice in her hometown. Falak and her father had an agreement that as long as she could find someone quickly (within six months) he would allow her to find someone she loved. (No pressure!)

We worked together for about three months. We worked on self-love issues and letting go of the fear of being alone. Over the time we worked together, Falak's confidence grew. I asked her to follow my intuitive guidance even when it might appear counterintuitive. She trusted me.

She was dating a gentleman whom she didn't love. I instructed her to break up with him immediately. There is an energetic reason to get out of a relationship when they aren't right for you. Continuing to date someone you know isn't right for you will create bad karma. What goes around comes around. Be honorable. If you know the person you are with isn't someone that you want to go the distance with, let them go. 

Breaking up with someone will allow the room for another more suitable person to show up. Breaking up creates a vacuum. The universe hates a vacuum and will quickly fill it back up.

She blessed the gentleman she was dating by letting him go. Breaking up meant he had the ability to attract someone else that loved him back. 

Within two weeks she met someone under mysterious circumstances that she liked and was attracted to. Falak and Awais began to spend time together until he had to fly back to the Virginia in the US where he had a business. Her first reaction was to be concerned about his girlfriend in the US. 

As an intuitive, I knew he was honorable. I asked her to continue to trust me and not to harass him with phone calls or texting and to allow him the time he needed to break up with the woman he had seen in Virginia. It was difficult for Falak to stay centered and grounded when the man she loved was across the ocean doing who knows what? I asked her if she wanted a man who was honorable? She said she did. How a man treats his previous girlfriend is an indication of how he will treat you. If he is kind to her, he will also be kind to you. 

I knew he was breaking up with his past girlfriend gently and kindly. I recommended to Falak that Awais work with me to clear any issues between the two of them. 

She asked him to work with me, while he was in the US. I cleared issues with the family and anything standing in the way of the two of them being together. I cleared self-sabotage, issues of abandonment and rejection for both of them as well as past life issues. The fact that he would work with me at Falak's request was a very good sign. 

While he and I worked together, I had a vision of him proposing once he returned to India. I knew to keep my vision to myself. True to my vision a trip in November was planned for his return to India.

I continued to coach Falak to stay grounded and centered and not focus on him leaving or being unable to commit. I recommended she begin to give gratitude to God and The Universe for her lovely man and soon-to-be husband. I also had her envision her wedding to Awais. 

In November of 2011, within months of us beginning to work together, Awais proposed to Falak. I was invited to their wedding in India. I was unable to leave my daughter who was in High School at the time. 

Before the wedding issues began to surface with Awais' mother. She was rejecting Falak and appeared jealous. I cleared Awais, his mother and Falak's morphogenic field (their joint energetic fields). Falak and Awais's mother had a past life together where they had been business partners. Whether you believe in past lives or not, clearing their energy was enough for the tension to be eradicated and their wedding went off in January 2012, without a hitch. 

In 2014, Falak and Awais visited my daughter and me in Los Angeles. They were gloriously happy together. While eating lunch I told Falak, I felt she would be pregnant soon. By the time she returned to India, Falak had reached out to tell me I was correct she got pregnant while in the US! 

Last week Falak gave birth to their second child, a beautiful little girl.  

Since 2011, I have helped many women clear the issues standing in the way of their true love relationship. No relationship is perfect, but with the perfect person for you, it can be magical. Falak and Awais had a deep soul connection which has propelled them to work together teaching children in India. They are a very tight couple. 

Congratulations Dr. Falak and Awais on your beautiful little girl!

Love is available for each of us. Sometimes, we have to get the help we need so we can get out of our way. Why not set up your private discovery session with Jennifer to see how you can have the love you desire too!

Jennifer Elizabeth Masters is an intuitive healer, love and passion coach. She holds five certifications in healing modalities. You may send her a private message or set up a private session by phone or Skype here. 

She is the author of the forthcoming book:

Happy Here, Happy Anywhere

The Guide to Overcoming Anxiety, Depression and Unhappiness Without A Prescription 

Is Tainted Love Causing You To Give Up?

By Jennifer Elizabeth Masters

Love is our greatest gift and yet for so many, also our greatest challenge. Why are relationships so difficult? Relationships can add a different dimension to our lives. Instead of adventuring and viewing sunsets alone, you could be with the one you love. Yet 51% of women over fifty are single. Over 50% of the population remains unmarried, the highest percentage of the population since 1976. Now more than ever you are able to attract love to you. The key is, you are the one standing in your own way.

The following are some of the questions I hear on a daily basis in my coaching and healing practice.:

How can I find love that lasts? 

Will someone ever love me the way I want to be loved? 

Is there anyone out there that will love me?

Will anyone consider me attractive?

Am I too fat?

Am I ugly?

Can I really find love?

The answer is yes! And no you are not too fat and certainly not too ugly!

There is someone out there for you. There are all kinds of beauty. You are perfect just the way you are. Yes, the answer is absolutely YES! Someone will find you attractive. Yes, there are people out there that will love you. However, you have to get out of your own way.

FROM TAINTED TO TRUE LOVE

Does love elude you?

Do you look longingly at others and wonder when will it happen for you?

Do you have difficulty on first dates?

Do you have difficulty telling someone that you aren't a good match?

Do you ignore red flags when they appear?

Do you end up staying in a relationship too long and feel you wasted your precious time?

Do you keep attracting the wrong type of person? 

The answers are inside you. It's okay. I have been there too.

We will uncover them and give you the tools to shift your perspective and eliminate your fears of getting out there.

Do you wonder how?

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From Stacey Murphy

The Queen of Juicy Love and Feminine Charm

• What did you feel Jennifer helped you with the most?
• Bring to my awareness deeply stored emotional pain I didn't know what still there.  The awareness was both surprising AND very healing.
• How is this changing the way you feel about you, life and love?
• It showed me that I'm ready to go deeper in my intimate connections and with this awareness I took my power back from an old relationship
• What was your biggest issue?
• Did it get resolved or brought to fruition?  
• YES, I felt a deep catharsis and release.  At the end of the session, all I could say was "WOW". I felt Jennifer took me to a very deep place, so quickly that I hadn't experienced with other healers.
• How do these changes impact you being greater and bigger in your world? 
• The biggest impact is a heart that's open to receive and not held captive by any fears

Do You Feel There Is Never Enough?

By Jennifer Elizabeth Masters

In the more than thirty years of discovery and healing, I have discovered a disconnect that most of people have. Most people have lack consciousness. Lack is a sense that there isn't enough money or love. Most people go through life feeling that if their spouse did more they would be happier. If they loved us differently or had sex with us more often we would feel happy in our relationships. 

From Tainted To True Love

This lack of love from our relationships translates into our financial issues as well. When we have money issues, we also have issues with love. Why? When money is in short supply, it is because we feel unloved. To have an abundant supply of money we have to feel loved. When we feel loved we feel full, rather than a sense of lack or emptiness.  Money is a tool for bringing us wonderful things. Money is an energy just like love, in fact, the energy of money and love are equal. If you feel empty, lost or unloved, money issues will result.

The problem is not outside or you, it's INSIDE!

Our lack consciousness comes from feeling we aren't enough and not feeling loved. 

Bottom line, this pattern of lack comes from within. Somewhere in your past (and mine) we felt abandoned. We felt we didn't get the love we either deserved or should have. We often feel undeserving or unlovable. 

If you feel wrong broken or as if something is missing, you don't feel comfortable in your own skin, don't feel you belong or feel lost; these are all from beliefs and patterns stuck inside your unconscious mind. 

From Tainted To True Love

THE GOOD NEWS!

I have a fix for you! Beginning next week, right in time for Valentine's Day!

Beginning Wednesday, January 27th!

I am offering a program that will move you out of that feeling that there isn't enough. 

From Tainted to TRUE LOVE!

If you think you aren't enough, you won't be.

If you feel unloved you are.

If you tell yourself you are ugly, that is how you feel.

If you feel no one will ever love you, you will never find love.

I have a way to fix it! Look at your relationships. Do they fulfill you? Or do you feel left wanting, that there wasn't enough love to go around. Have you been cheated on, lied to or abandoned? Do you also find that as soon as you have money, it goes just as quickly as it came in? 

When your relationships continue to disappoint you, it’s so easy to blame the other person: “If she would only” “If he wouldn’t”However, the problem isn’t what you think – at all. If you give up and start over again, you will only attract another and another just like the one before – maybe even with more challenges and difficulties than the one before.None of your problems are caused by the other person. Nope! None of them! I can certainly relate to what you’re going through.

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Testimonials About Jennifer's Work:

“I found the love of my life at week five after working with Jennifer!” – Lisa Barnes, UK

“I used to complain about my husband not doing enough, not doing what I thought I wanted. Working with Jennifer helped me see my patterns, move into my heart and out of my head. I am more in love with my husband of 26 years now than ever! – Jennifer I., Denver, CO

“I’ve had a history of attracting tainted love affairs. My last boyfriend broke destroyed me. I thought I would never fall in love again. He was having two relationships at the same time!

 Working with Jennifer, I learned how I kept repeating a pattern of attracting “bad boys” rather than men. Through the clearings of my beliefs, and Jennifer’s unique coaching style with her amazing Guidance, I am now in a committed serious relationship. The weird thing is prior to working with Jennifer I would never have noticed him. He was different than what I usually am attracted to. He is a wonderful loving, intelligent, kind, attentive man who adores me! Without Jennifer, I would still be with guys that cheat and break my heart.” – Michele, Los Angeles

About the Cascade of Miracles Prayer

“Thanks Jennifer. I was running late in getting home tonight, so I wasn’t as relaxed as I should’ve been and the house took a while to warm up. So I was cold and hurried when we started. I apologize for that. I did eventually relax enough to affirm the affirmations and be present.

I didn’t get a chance to tell you that the Cascade of Miracles Prayer is awesome. I ahve been listening to the financial clearing daily, and each time I listen to it and I add my prayers for other people, I have noticed unexpected sales, small amounts of cash and free stuff show up for me almost immediately. At first I didn’t make the connection, but I jokingly said to my daughter that each time I said the prayer for someone else, something wonderful happens for me. Then, it clicked. So, thank you, thank you. I look forward to great things in 2016.

You are indeed awesome and I am delighted and so grateful that you are taking the time to help us each week.”

“Hey Jennifer – had an amazingly busy week energy, business and greatness-wise. Here are the latest great things that happened since your clearing:

During the clearing I was wound a little tighter than normal and then the shift happened…

I had a makeup event in salon that was only 60% booked (which I always make myself sick over with stress and anxiety) and the evening before it was to happen I had a client text that she was bringing 3 extras and 5 minutes later another client text she was in town and wanted to attend, which made the event almost full. It was wonderful!!

Next my client was selling freshwater pearl and leather belts and one of my other clients had been wanting one for over a year now but unable to pay the amount. When the designer came in to have her hair done she said she would drop it significantly and I was so happy to let my client know the next night and she was able to immediately purchase it.

Before the makeup event the representative for our Jane Iredale line told me I was radiant and had great energy when I walked in. We then started talking about her family and Charleston and I found out her sister had just been diagnosed with Leukemia and was deteriorating quickly:(. I told her I would think positively for her and that I was sorry. An hour later she politely interrupted myself and my client with tears saying “I told you you had good energy today-my sister found a bone marrow donor and is being flown to Dallas ASAP. I was so lucky to be a part of that!!!

Thursday morning I noticed the regular homeless man outside the gym and realized I had forgotten to drop my husbands clothing off at Goodwill. I pulled to the man and asked if he wanted to browse and take what he needed and wanted and he happily took much of it. I spoke with him for a while and noticed he needed new shoes- asked his size and sent a text to some friends with tall husbands who may have large enough feet. I left that conversation feeling adrenaline the type you feel after you had almost been in a car wreck. Happy – true happy energy – flowing through my whole body and I squealed out loud with joy and excitement!!!

All last week I was Giddy and playful and wasn’t stressing over employee drama at the salon.

I pulled the trigger on a huge billboard for my salon and was lucky enough for one of my talented clients to happily help me with it when I asked.

My Salon Media Kit was completed and will be personally sent out to 50+ contacts and I feel like I am giving birth to a whole new baby;)

Electrician had to come do unexpected work worth of $900 at the salon and then they told me it was only going to be $360!!!!

Was put in touch with the politician in charge of bringing the film industry to Atlanta and he immediately set up a face to face meeting at my salon to talk about how he can put me in contact with the right people to help!!  Huge!!!

Someone stopped a client at the gas station across from the salon to find out who gave her her haircut then came in the salon to book an appointment.

I had a gift for my salon manager and gave it to her and let her know how much I appreciate and enjoy her!!  Timing was everything!!

Merging traffic  had also been great and I have been more patient and appreciative towards my husband-now to work on the sex part;)!!

I have forwarded your info out and hope they take advantage of your gift.  Thanks for touching my life!!! – Jodi Grieshop

About The Aphrodite Effect

“Hello Jennifer, thanks so much for this gift. I started listening last night and it is just great so far. I tell you, the clearing you did on Thursday was so powerful, it literally knocked me out. I awoke Friday feeling so tired and feeling energy moving out my feet and hands and my head hurt. I didn’t even go to work, I slept all day.

By Friday evening, I felt much better but still had a headache, so I took an Epsom salts bath and just imagined my crown chakra opening and beautiful light streaming through. That helped a bit.

Saturday, I felt much much better but still slightly blocked in the head. I kept imagining white light streaming through my crown and by night, the headache was completely gone.
I don’t mean to be so wordy, but I had to let you know, you moved some very stuck energy from me and I thank you.

I will let you know what comes up for Wednesday’s class that I would like to focus on.

I liked your pace. You were right on, not too slow, not too fast.
It was not too rudimentary. I learned a lot. I especially loved the prayer asking my dad for forgiveness, saying sorry and thank you…awesome.
Even though I know that Hawaiian prayer, I had forgotten about it.

Thank you for your time, your talent and for you! I look forward to my continued expansion.” – Cynara

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Ecstatic Living - Beyond Happiness

By Jennifer Elizabeth Masters

Have you ever wondered about the mysteries of life? I muse about my life often. Yesterday while dancing in the desert I recognized that I now live beyond happiness, beyond joy. I live in ecstasy. My dream for an Orgasm For Life has been realized.

Women come to me looking for a relationship to make them happy. Yet I live alone, in the desert in a desolate environment. I have never been more happy, contented or satisfied with my life. It isn't sex that is bringing this ecstatic feeling to me because I am currently without a partner and not even dating. I am completely happy without anyone around me. I have not dated in over a year. I don't go bar hopping looking for men. I am happy by myself. I have found love within me.

I am delighted to spend time with others, but I have no sense of longing for the company of another human. In 2010 in Bali, then in Georgia, again in 2012, in Boulder Colorado, I experienced a series mystical experiences and a letting go of the ego-self or small self. It changed my life permanently. Since that time, I have not had a moment of loneliness, longing, or emptiness. I have a sense of deep connection to God, The Universe, The Sun, The Moon, The Stars and all that is. 

Optimum Health

I began dancing in the desert every morning. During my dance, I give thanks to the plants, the earth, the sun for shining, the moon for her beauty, the blue sky that fills my heart with joy. Without one visit to the gym, I lost seven pounds in three weeks! I was not trying to lose weight. It just fell off me. Because I love myself I eat healthy food. That doesn't mean I deny myself treats. I love my pie and cookies. I still eat those. The rest of the food I consume is fresh, homemade and life affirming. I drink a green drink that I made every morning. When our heart is happy our health is vibrant.

When I was sixteen, sitting in the lunchroom of my high school, in Ontario, Canada, I thought about life. I knew on a deep level that there was some mystery to life that most people didn't get. I had a vision of people looking like ants. Tiny workers that slaved till they died. There had to be more to living on earth than getting an education, getting married, having babies, working your fingers to the bone and dying. I had just read Siddhartha. I knew I wanted to become enlightened. 

When Hate Becomes Love

Mom in Canada and I, December 2014

This morning I talked with my 94-year-old mother, who keeps trying to get me to move back to Canada. We talk almost every day. We have had our share of issues. At one time, I hated her. Now I love her unconditionally with all her issues, opinionated personality, and wisdom. She said to me, "It's a shame you didn't know all this years ago, it would have saved you so much pain!" I replied, that this is the gift of aging. We may not look quite as good as when we were thirty, instead we have the wisdom of the ages.

Pain and Suffering

Our pain and suffering is what drives those of us who search for answers to the mysteries of life to grow and evolve. 

It is the process of evolution that helps us achieve ecstasy in our daily life. When the pain becomes too great, we begin to finally look inside ourselves for the answers to our pain and suffering, rather than blaming other people.

Love

Last night after doing Sex As Medicine with the grand sex educator and Tantra teacher, Devi Ward (she is so amazing on the air, I just want to sit and listen to her) I had a long session with a couple. I worked with this beautiful woman almost four years ago when I was in Boulder (I will call her Candace). We did a series of energy clearings and some coaching sessions. She wished for her husband to look for a deeper meaning of life. Last night he found it. 

I confirmed for him what his loving wife had been saying for years. 

It was the confirmation he needed to understand and make connections for himself about life and The Universe. We worked together for almost two hours. I was blown away by the love between these two very people. 

Expanded Love

Candace shared with me during her sessions. Their relationship was not without challenges, but I never heard her bad-mouth her husband once. She was completely accepting of him and his issues. Their love has continued to grow in a way I have rarely seen. Love isn't about being perfect. Love is about loving the other person anyway. Love isn't critical, demeaning or negative. Love is uplifting, positive and life affirming.

Google Hang-Outs

To the hundreds of men on Google Hangouts, I salute you. Thank you for reaching out to me. I do hope that you read my blogs so that you will understand I don't do chat rooms. I don't meet men on the Internet. I don't do dating sites. I am not searching for love. I have it already, it is within me. 

Searching For Love

I am not rejecting the idea of having a partner at some point, as that would be wonderful. I am happy as I am. Searching for love is the antithesis of it. In other words, the act of seeking keeps it from you. Seeking means that you don't have something. The act of seeking affirms lack consciousness. When you come from lack you never receive what you are looking for.

Ask And You Shall Receive

As with money, love comes to those who wait. Love comes when you ask questions. Money also comes when you ask. Here are a few suggestions:

• How can I effortlessly and easily have a partner who loves me?
• How can I easily and effortlessly have love?
• How can I effortlessly and easily make money?
• How can I effortlessly and easily pay my bills on time with plenty left over?

Love Shows Up When You Are Ready

I work with women who are longing for a relationship. Often what is stopping them from finding love is themselves. They don't realize it when they begin working with me. However, it soon becomes apparent that difficulties with a parent and patterns stemming from those difficulties cause beliefs that keep love away. For example, a woman who has been put down or abused by her father might have a pattern of hate of men. How can you attract a man when you hate them? You might attract a man, but he will have hate of women programs to match yours!

Once the patterns are cleared, love will arrive right in front of you. You don't have to do the work of The Universe and God. Have faith that he (or she) is on his way to you now!

For now, I will leave you with this; love is within you. When you recognize the love that you are, your life will be amazing. I can certainly be your guide along your path. I would love to have you join me. 

How much longer can you wait to live your life fully with joy in every breath? 

E-mail me to set up your personal session with me now to being your journey of awakening into your radiance and beauty now. Send me a private e-mail here. Visit my website to see other offers and additional information here. Aphroditeeffect.com

Join the party on FaceBook, or comment below. I would love to hear from you! I am off to dance in the desert with the sun, moon and the stars!

Much love and gratitude to you,

Jennifer

My Twin Flame Love: Part II

By Jennifer Elizabeth Masters

This is a true story. The first part is also on this blog. If you have not read the first part, I suggest that you begin there. You will miss the meeting, the initial connection and so much if you begin here. 

This is my story and 100% true. If you long for a Twin Flame, you need to read this. This post is being written to educate, highlight and emphasize what a Twin Flame relationship is and isn't, all about. After 11 (my math is really bad) years, although detailed in an obscure book, (Odyssey Victim to Victory) I am going public with this story. For purposes of this blog, much has been left out. The longer version is found in Odyssey Victim to Victory.

The parallels and similarities between John Armbruster and I were not lost on either of us. I was a landscaper, he was an earth-keeper. I did Feng Shui in the garden, he did it for the earth. I was born in Toronto, he was born in Cincinnati. I had a theory that northerners did better with northerners. 
We just understood each other better. There was something about longitude and latitude as well, that I felt intuitively. He cleared people's energy with his radionic dowsing rod. I learned to clear people with a pendulum. We were both healers. We both cleared people's energy. Both of us had issues with addictions. We both had issues with our children and exes. 

John's visit to our home in November, coincided with my week to have Ariel. I didn't want to NOT have Ariel. At the same time, there was a risk in her being in the house, at the same time as John. Rich was a very jealous man. He was also very controlling. Due to John's travel schedule, I made the choice to have him come and stay anyway. I would pay for this for many years afterwards, in many ways.

Ariel and John Armbruster, Stone Mountain, GA 2003

We had fun cooking together. I found out that John enjoyed cooking and we both shared a love for Chinese food. My son, David and his girlfriend at the time came for dinner one evening. They both really were enthralled with him. This was when I began to recognize the brain that he had. He remembered every book and every article he ever read. When I commented on the detail that he could recall he told me he had a photographic memory. I knew not many people had this ability. I later found out that only 2%- 15% have what is called an eidetic memory. It is more common in children than adults. Kim Peek the person modeled for the movie Rain Man was said to have an eidetic. It was another thing about John that was amazing.

I eventually had to go to do a landscaping job. Ariel took the bus to school. I asked them both if they were okay with John being home with Ariel after school. Ariel was delighted to have John all to herself. I knew she would be safe. 

I rushed home as quickly as I could, thinking that John and Ariel would need some intervention. When I arrived home, I found the two of them standing at the door. John sheepishly holding a single red carnation for me. Ariel standing beside him beaming with her own flower. John was like a live teddy bear. He did everything she asked him to. John even played dog and bird on the trampoline. This was a game Ariel made up. Ariel won every game. John had a boyish charm, even though he was no longer a boy. When he smiled he lit up the room, garden or place he was standing in. 

Ariel had a secret. She could not wait to tell me. John had made a wonderful Chinese dinner. While eating the wonderful repast Ariel burst out "John ruined one of your pots!" He had placed a copper-bottomed pot on a burner and forgot it was on. The bottom fell completely off! It was to be their little secret. But Ariel couldn't keep secrets, she was a child. 

Ariel was not the least bit hungry. I asked why? Ariel squirmed a little. She looked at John. He said, "I let her have her Halloween candy, she said it was okay with you." "ARIEL!!!" I admonished her. She hoodwinked John into giving her the whole pumpkin full of candy! John grinned, looking up at me, with an, "I'm sorry" look on his face. I couldn't be angry. He took a nap on the couch while Ariel watched a movie and entertained herself with her Halloween candy! It was alarming to me how she had him wrapped around her little 7-year-old finger. It delighted her. These days, not much did. Ariel cried every Sunday night, knowing she had to spend a whole week with her father, every other week. 

Rich became very protective of Ariel. John was not allowed to see her. She was not allowed to come and visit me while John visited me. This made John extremely sad. When he realized he would not get to see her on his second visit at all, I was surprised to see him weep. 

After six weeks in Georgia and the west, John had to return to Sedona to make some money. We both knew this time was coming. It was a very difficult parting. While he was back in his RV working he suggested we have a date. We would both go to see the same movie. John was a bit of a liar. He decided at the last minute to see a different movie, I saw Cold Mountain. John had already seen it and knew that it was about his life. 

In the middle of the movie, my legs began to shake involuntarily. I wept knowing that the lead character was going to die. I could not understand at first why my legs shook. Then I realized that I was the woman and John was the man. John was correct. It was his lifetime. He was shot for desertion as a confederate soldier. The feelings I experienced during this movie were so real. Afterward, John and I connected by phone. Our calls dropped as the two of us began to weep simultaneously. Neither of us knew the other was weeping till we re-connected later that night. We compared times, notes and realized that our anguish, our emotion made the call drop. Our emotions were so much more powerful that I ever realized. 

After spending weeks together in November, the emptiness of us being apart was too much. Finally, after two months apart, John flew from Sedona to Atlanta to spend time with me. He looked exhausted when he got off the plane. It was amazing to be together. 

Our third day together, January 22nd was one I would never forget. I told John about hearing an owl right up next to the house the night before. John stopped cold in his tracks. He asked me about the owl. Are you sure it was an owl? I told him I was absolutely positive. 

He explained to me that the native Americans believed that when an owl calls your name, it was time to return to the Great Spirit. You had no more than 24 hours to live. John's skin color may have been white, but he was native in his soul. He traveled with a huge native American Indian spirit. I ran into him one night as I exited the bathroom. Although he was transparent, as I walked into the hall, I could feel a wall of a man's spirit. It stopped me in my tracks. I didn't want to think of what John had said. However, I had a very strong feeling of waiting for the other shoe to drop. It made me incredibly uneasy as I brushed off his explanation. But John looked very grave.

I brought John to visit a Shaman friend of mine in Atlanta who was having an event. John was appalled that she put a CD in her boom box and charged everyone $20. He did medicine wheels in Sedona for free for hundreds of people. He fell asleep on the floor during the meditation. 

When we left her home, John asked if we had a China town, so he could make me Chinese food. It was our favorite. We had fun shopping together and looking at all the interesting spices and herbs. When we got home, we made love and took a nap before dinner. John was very tired. 

John cooked dinner. It was one of the best tasting meals I have ever had. Afterward, he lay on my couch where I could see him and played his flute for me. He was very talented. While finishing up my meal at the dining room table, my legs began to shake involuntarily. It was a tremor like an earthquake in my body. A foreboding overtook me that I could not explain.

John rested and I cleaned up his mess in the kitchen. He was a very messy cook. It didn't bother me, it was just John. He was so easy to love. After dinner, I donned a cream-colored bustier and cream-colored stockings with satin bows at the back. I threw over my beautiful outfit a silk Chinese robe my flight attendant friend from Canada had brought me from a recent trip to China. I looked absolutely beautiful. John's face lit up as I walked towards him. 

For the first time ever, we made love on the couch that Ariel, John and I had watched his favorite movie on "The Lord of The Rings." We made love on the couch that the three of us had watched his second and third favorite movies, "Synchronicity" and "A Christmas Story." After we made love, John told me he loved me. He looked me in my eyes and said, "I will never leave you. 

You are the love of my life." With that, he left my arms and slipped off the couch onto the floor. He urinated. Laying naked on the floor, I knew beyond all reasonable doubt he was dead and that I could not bring him back. I knew that no resuscitation would return his soul to me. I knew calling the fire department that was less than a mile down the road would not help. But I did it anyway.

I heard the sirens coming as they left the station, they were so close. The firetruck, ambulance, and several police cars showed up. I was still standing dumbstruck after attempting to resuscitate John. I had to cover myself up. I was not thinking. I couldn't. I was in shock. I watched as the firemen came in and saw his naked body laying on my hardwood floor. They felt bad for him. At the same time, I could hear, "Lucky bastard!" in the back of their minds. 

I called Diana, she didn't believe me. I called my son, David and he said Ashley would drive me to the hospital. He would meet me there. The hospital scene was horrible. Diana blamed me immediately for John's death. She thought we could clear the patterns and I should have been able to stop this. I knew differently. I knew when that owl called John's name, he had no choice. We had no choice. He had to go. 

The Universe was calling him and needed his gifts and talents on the other side to save the planet. He was needed to do acupuncture for the earth from the other side like he did it here. He was needed elsewhere. I helped him cross over. I helped him go into the light. There was no doubt in my mind, we had contracted for this. Which is why my legs shook in the movie theater. It is why my legs shook right after dinner. It is why we cried together on the phone after our remote date. We both knew our time was short. It was valuable beyond measure. 

David Gates

David met me at the hospital. He was angry beyond belief with Diana's blame. I knew Diana loved her friend. She could not help blaming me for his death. She was in shock. 

David drove me home and as we pulled into the driveway a very strong wind came from out of nowhere. David, a non-believer at the time in psychic powers and such, said, "John is here!" I felt him too. For days after his death, each time I would go outside to feed the horses, a Great Blue Heron would fly overhead and circle around. I knew that John was saying hello from the other side. There would be many such miracles that took place after John's death. David spent the night with me. For the first time ever, he slept next to me in my bed. He was so afraid I would try to join John. 

And I did. Every time I fell asleep, my soul would lurch out of my body in an attempt to join him. It woke me up several times each night. My acupuncturist came to my home and did a treatment to unblock my heart. My heart was so blocked with grief, he was concerned about me having a heart attack.

I came to realize that a Twin Flame was a very special event in one's life. Your Twin Flame came in for a short time to teach you something profound. What John taught me was that I didn't love myself. He loved me unconditionally. He was the first person who loved me as I was, without trying to change or control me. He loved me with all my broken pieces, with all my insecurities and uncertainties and fears. He loved me more than I loved myself. He taught me this one thing, to love me. 

This is a true story. The entire version is in my book, Odyssey Victim to Victory. To this day, John comes to me. He sends me messages. He will always and forever be connected to me through love. I know also, he has moved on. He is living another life and learning the lessons he did not learn in this lifetime. A deep love connection such as this is never to be broken. However, it is a memory to serve to help us to live fully, from our hearts and accept unconditionally our partners, without trying to change or control them. True Love is - Acceptance.

Jennifer is a life, love and sex coach. Her book, Orgasm For Life is the book that will change your life. It will turn you on, make you laugh out loud, teach you to love yourself and to connect deeply with your partner on a level that is profound. Jennifer understands what love is. She knows what is needed to make it work and that judgment and non-acceptance of another will shatter trust and impede intimacy. If you are looking for that deep love and connection, you must love yourself first. 

You must give love to you. Jennifer is unlike any other coach. She is awakened, self-actualized, a catalyst for your healing and growth. She is open to receive guidance from The Divine, your angels and guides. She will help you love and accept you, like no other coach can. She has lived it and done it herself. 

Her website is: Jenniter ElizabethMasters.com

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John Armbruster was born near Cincinnati, Ohio. He was the only, loving son of his piano teacher mother. He was anti-medicine, anti-doctor due to his mother's death and shaved his head at the time of her death out of respect and grieving the loss of his beloved mother. His mother passed on her love of music to John. As a result, he played the cello, Native American flute, sang, did ceremonies on Schnebly Hill in Sedona Arizona. He ran for mayor of Sedona. During this time he felt his life was in danger. There were those in high places that wanted him silenced. He fought city hall to keep Sedona small, below three stories and to keep it from becoming too commercialized. He loved the earth, the planets and all God's critters. 

John had signs that there was an issue with his heart prior to his death. He had pain down his arm when we did the children's honoring in November. He just didn't tell anyone. He refused to see a doctor and certainly wouldn't take more than one vitamin at a time, he was so adamantly opposed to medication. I tried to get him to take Evening of Primrose oil and something else at the same time. He would only take one thing at a time. I felt he could have cleared this, but he didn't want to. All you can do is offer. The other part of this equation is when the owl calls your name, you have no choice, but to go. 

Immediately prior to his death he began having dreams about The Universe and The Earth hiring him to do web design and other productions, promotions etc. He wasn't sure what they wanted of him, but many were contacting him. His dreams were fantastic, vivid prophetic living things. I always had a candle lit and burning when he was in my home. He astral traveled to foreign lands and needed to know where his body was to come back to.

John Armbruster was kind, loving and a visionary. He was an earth-keeper, lover, teacher, guide. Above all else, he was just a man. He would be the first to tell you this. He was just a man. He never forgave his children for taking their mother's side. Although I encouraged phone calls and communication with his children, he could not bring himself to do so. At the time of his death, they had no idea what he was doing, or where he was living. If John had one regret, it would be that he wished he had the guts to call them no matter what their response would have been. At least he would have tried. He didn't even try. His daughter Varsha (Sanskrit for rain) and son, Vajra, (Sanskrit for thunder) were his only children. I commented to John that naming his children stormy names may have contributed to the relationship he had with them, stormy.

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