By Jennifer Elizabeth Masters
|Nancy Worrell and my daughter Ariel|
Love is The Most Important Thing You Need to Know and Give
Jealousy is not True Love. Jealousy is an ILLNESS
Those who are closest to me, know that I have three adult children. My daughter, Ariel has just graduated from high school and decided after her father's death to attend culinary school in Denver. My daughter has had her share of sadness in her young life. She has had a best friend attempt suicide several times and another succeed. She lost her father in 2012 and then experienced the death of my two dearest friends within days of her father's death.
I spent the past three weeks with family and friends in Denver and Boulder, Colorado. While in Colorado, I was delighted to be invited to attend two of Ariel's classes and meet some of her culinary class. Chef Dole was kind enough to allow me inside his beloved classroom - the kitchen. In the last of two classes, I had the opportunity to spend the whole evening observing and getting to know the students. One such lovely woman was Nancy Worrell. She is in the photo above cutting carrots so meticulously.
Nancy painstakingly cut and measured her carrots making sure that hers were perfect. The class was graded on their "Knife Cuts." The exercise was timed. Under pressure to perform, most humans go into sensory and brain overload. We worry about being perfect. We try to do our best. Often we feel our best is not good enough. Which is where our self esteem takes a nose dive. Nancy struggled with her self esteem.
When we don't feel good about ourselves, we attract others who are filled with self hatred, anger and rage. Jealousy often becomes a serious issue where low self esteem is involved. Addictions often compound issues of jealousy. When you couple jealousy with unbridled rage, murder is often the result. I write this out of caring and concern for those who are experiencing deep jealousy and rage. Please get help before you hurt another. Please get help before you strike a loved one. Please get help before you pick up a gun and shoot the one you think you love.
Nancy Worrell, 22, was shot down by her friend's room mate who worked as a security guard. Similar to Oscar Pistorius he was filled with jealous rage. He reacted without thinking. He also shot his room mate who was friends with Nancy, she was only 19. Two young women killed senselessly out of jealousy. Now I ask you where is the love? What is loving about shooting someone you care about?
I sat this morning in horror as my daughter recounted the dream she had of Nancy on Wednesday night. Nancy was absent from class that evening. Ariel had no idea that Nancy was lying in a morgue, cold and bloody. In my daughter's dream: Nancy came to Ariel all dressed in black. They stood in the kitchen pictured above. Neither were in their school culinary uniforms. Instead they were both clad in all black. The rest of the class stood outside looking in the large picture windows watching. There was a mahogany coffin in the middle of the kitchen. All the tables had been removed. Nancy told Ariel to die her hair pink again and to stop crying. Ariel didn't realize that she was. Nancy said, "All was not as it appeared." Ariel remarked on the vagueness of Nancy's comment.
If everything happens for a reason, then the only reason I can come up with is that I have the ability to exact change for others. Needless killing over jealousy need not occur.
Get some help. Do it now. I work with people that have addictions, low self esteem and issues with jealousy. I am very good at what I do. Before you hurt someone you love, get some help NOW.
Here is my private e-mail. I will do one session for free. JenniferElizabethMasters@gmail.com This is a $225 value. I charge $225 an hour. Which is a small price to pay for sanity, peace of mind and permanent lasting happiness. How much have you spent on cell phones, make-up, creams, clothing, video games, cars, therapy that did not help you long-term? Yes, I am a certified coach, certified Hypnotherapist, Neurolinguistic Programming Practitioner, Master Energy Healer. I became enlightened in 2012. What does this mean to you? It means my ego does not run the show, that I come from my heart. I don't take anything personally. I am compassionate and caring, but incredibly honest at the same time.
You must come clean about your issues and be prepared to be honest, open and I will promise to be honest, open and compassionate for you. Jealousy is a disease. Low self esteem can cause depression, death and anxiety. It can cripple you emotionally. I know, I suffered in the darkness for over 20 years. I have been there. I felt small, less than everyone else and was abused, battered and disrespected by men who hated themselves. I have experienced every form of abuse known to man for a reason. That reason is to be compassionate, caring and loving to my clients. I have been gifted with the ability to see your issues. I am a catalyst. Just talking to me causes a shift to begin. Each conversation you have with me, more of the darkness moves up and out. Over time, your brain quiets, you become peaceful and loving to yourself. This takes courage to take the first step. Isn't it time you opened the door and let the light in? Isn't it time you allowed yourself the help you so deserve?