Events in our lives help us to unravel unanswered questions. After being on a healing path for over 30 years, I recently experienced a rift in my personal universe. I knew there were parts of my childhood that I did not remember for a reason. Our denial of events is our soul's way of allowing us to heal and become grounded enough to be able to hear the whole truth.
When Bonnie Groessl recently interviewed me on her radio show, Holistic Entrepreneur, she asked me how I became a love and passion coach. It was an interesting question which created ripples out into the universe for you, my readers. My hope is that my story will help others heal their lives. When we let got of judgment as to why a deeper understanding of ourselves emerges.
nowhere. I was overly concerned about others liking and accepting me. I was depressed for over 20 years. Insomnia plagued me during that 20 year period. I worried, obsessed and was fearful. I sought validation outside of myself. I had affairs, was promiscuous and constantly had to have a man in my life to feel whole. Criticism would throw me into a tizzy. I had difficulty letting things go. I hung on with a vengeance. I kept score. I was a victim. That was then.
world. She had been molested between the ages of 5 and 8. She could not remember. So she began to dig deep. She asked me who could it have been? We both wracked our brains. She even wondered if it was me? There had been a one-time event with her father; it was only a look, no touching - which led to her living with me full time.
of my mother why she didn't take him to the doctor, she just shrugged, like it was no big deal. She wouldn't even divulge how long he had been like this. It was a side of her I had never seen before - consciously. She was cruel and heartless when it came to babies. She didn't like children. I was in horror. How many people are there like this on the planet? Millions of children are molested every day. It was why my children were never in day care.
to begin to soften your gaze and recognize your light, purpose and Divinity. Self-love pulls you out of the dark. When you love and accept ALL of you, no matter whether they are faults, foibles or issues, happiness is the result. It does not mean you are perfect. It does not mean you walk on water, but you have traversed the fire walk of life!
was revealed. Through my story, others have hope. Through my healing, others get healed as well. We become the butterfly - the transformation itself.
on the side and then energy healing work. I continued to push and grow taking workshops, certification courses, like Train The Trainer
|My family lovingly supported me in my business|